whee(:
i'm duper happpy now
哪一个白痴感受不到呢?
hahas.

duper tired.tuitioning later
damn,i'm sleeeepy!

i just reliazed it matters sooo much to me
even if i dun admit
i think we know
its a kind of feeling
that never fails to make me smile

my dad is in spore
but he's going with my mum to china soon

denise.its not just about himm and the void and the stairs!

today.
joansie xiiao mei din come.i feel sooo bored w\o her
then something happened btwn _ and _
ya.so _ sit with me for the today.
and we keep crapping
my new name is sar-sar-dine to the power L(:
then ya.schooled and staued back for extra am test
went cp to eat yoshi with van.georgina n caiyi
so funny.me and van was debating bout some music stuff
then diverge until phy.pools and stuffs
its super funny
then went back to hm.bought a mars bar for kh
saw janices on the way
then music
the prac was terrible.she say i need to cinstantly prac
how i wish i got that much time
but ya.will cont to wake up at 430 to prac.hahas
leonie saves the day according to uh.forget le
cos i'm the 1st for prac and i totally flunk it

planned to meet himm after my music
i told himm 5.but we finished at 6.
): i seriously cant estimate time
then i went back home cos i thought he needs to go tuition
i sms and he missed that msg.
so din meet up.rahhs
then we alked on the phone a while instead.
and my batt went flat.rahhs
told himm something.
hope we meet up soon(:

gonna treat the usual for pizza on my bdae.(:

pics! duper loves loves(:

cam-whoring in the bus. its damn retarded.but duper fun(:

my fav pic of the day(:

SIMPSONS(:

a couple helped us take the pic.and we helped them too.

had loads of fun today with DENISE
ya.my retarded partner(:
more updates when pics are send to me
we are sooo high
think peo will think we are mad or some sort
yupps.
当我们retarded在一起! :D

i feel like sending someone something sooo random
impromptu.in the spur of moment
i wanna ask.wad does all tad mean
i wanna ask.how long is forever
i wanna ask.does true love exists.
i wanna ask.wad if there's no tml.will we regret
我深爱过你 就这样后悔失去

the speaker's story yesterday is sooo sweet
and i ask myself if i will wait for 7yrs if tad realli happens
hoping to meet up tml.hahas(:
music tad makes me smile(:

super tired
din buy phone cos it din come with a warranty
dumb
so need to wait for 2 more month
time flies.so its ok i guess

classes are quite okay
revision and more revision
tests and stuff
and i'm so not coping
i'm damn stress.just not showing

hoping to meet up with denise soon
and yeah.i want mlb disc! (:

i guess i'm looking forward to music lessons
and my bdae is sooo coming.
hahas.*hint (:

off to do some work and get my much-needed SLEEP

van,i dunno if you will read this
but i'm a smart merino(:
first of its-kind.haha(:(:

soooo happy(:
duper!

did sbq in the morning
my brain is still slping
so i think i wrote loads of rubbish
then got em mock exam
kinda easy.yupps.
then chiong-ed to mrtstation with joan
hahas.still late for tuition

prob will get a new hp
i'm sooo damn happy(:

its a kind of decision that u cant regret

闭上眼睛
我永远不后悔

the first session of composing course work.
changed poem.but it's uh.
easier.to me.cos when i read there's a melody
like whee.
so i keep telling van i want to elope to the moon
cos that song is the inspiration.(:
我们私奔到月球

i think my mum is in good mood today
she said i can buy new hp
like FINALLY
and.the one she's (hopefully) buying is the same model as himm
ok.tads not the pooint.
the point is.
pls buy me a new phone.
i love her soooo.(:
i promise the fate of my new hp wun be like my bro's
my bro's hp is haiis
soaked in the washing machine
cos he's in the hurry to chiong finish harrypotter
lols.there goes his hp
so pls.a new phone la.
but it's gonna cos like so much

let me see himm too
dang.i miss himm.

"i'd say that love becomes harmful when you keep telling urself
that you've put your loved one first...
but in reality, everything you do and you say is realli about you,
and your own fear of being left behind or lost" jodipicoult.
kinda like someone i know.hmm
dc daddy is sick
and wad does satin flower realli means?

hist test tml and i'm not done learning.gosh!

din go for the racial harmony thing
they asked me to bring music boy there.lols
but din go hurh.after music went straight home):
siliang drew somthing nice for me.hahas
so we are done with chinese and indian music
i hope i wun forget for the instr sounds like

going phy soon
my hmwks ares till untouched
how am i going to finish that pile of hmwk by today
*shakes head and faint

i think i will

tired.
these few days super busy
yesterday went nv.
before tad was raining heavily.
lucky mrtoh ask sussie lend us umbrella
he's sooo nice (:
then my grp is supposed to present first -.-
ws sleeping most of the time in the music class
too tired le.
i thought i was pipa
they agreed.
it turned out to be liuqing.lols
no mars bar. rahhs):

today's lesson was eqully boring
managed to chiong the monkey summary for her
or not sure kena lick out again

i'm smarter
at least i din run with you
sometimes
i dream of you again.
sometime
i daydream of you again
i miss the kisses.super dang
sardine eats music boy

denise told me something
seriously shocked me
made me laugh so hard during phy
i feel sooo mean
but ya.surprised!
i know you will still love me hurh!

my bro is making me laugh every time
i'll feel so high after talking to him.haha

bro got in some nus sci and maths camp thing.woots
he is like sooo happy
and his baby winnie is happy too(according to him)

today no music lesson
i'm like soo happy cos i seriously not in the mood to compose anything
and i forget to bring my scores to sch to prac
thats even worse
anyw lessons are like usual
then 1230 dsmiss.
so went out to eat and went van's hse

cl listening.
think got 1 wrong
damn.2 marks gone.rahhs

crossing my fingers.
i hope that will happen.(:

mozart's kinda addictive.
just like something hurh(:

great.hmwk not done.
tons and tons
i feel so bad.
tests are sooo not studied yet.
and melody are yet to be composed.
dang.i'm so dead

my brain tells me tad its wrong
but my heart says its right
and i dunno who to follow

i shall seriously finish up my work and go back sleeping
i'm sooo sorry for the moodswings.

i want mars bar.anyone?

slpt a full 12 hour ysterday.was realli realli tired out this week
its so madness.the afternoon prog and stuffs
and ya.complicated matters
anyw.planning to do hmwk all night

i oe i'm so distracted this few days
i kept thinking of himm and start fadai-ing
i'm distracted playing chopin cos it makes me 回到过去
i acnt get the chords right and i almost cried when playing
but the cher was like looking at me
the first time i played so badly for chopin
guess tad song is realli.uh.wadever
i need to see himm soon.
or i will go mad.like seriously.
this is so not me

失去理智
第一次
以没有防备的心
面对你
闭上眼睛
我不后悔

soooo not in the mood

why is blogger not password protected?urgh

anyway.we met up and ahem.dun xiang wai
those who know.pls shhhh
hahas.then was talking bout this during recess
they say i skip step
skip like uh step1,2,3 or something.lols
情不自禁
会有什么后果?
每一个拥抱
每一个吻
证明了什么？
pls be online or let me see you tml
i'm going mad from thinking soon

i miss the void.i miss the stairs.i miss the hugs and kisses.dang

changed tagboard colour(:

went out with denise after sch with denise
crapped alot
then something happened tad made me look stupid at muscensemble
lols.tuitioned after tad
xhui went with me(:(:
talked rather then do the work
time passes kinda fast
and i'm feeling xingfu then again
for no reason
i think i must be mad
OHNO!

okok.the retarded girl is here.
ysterday music lesson was soooo fun.i'm seriously loving my class
think is the first time we keep laughing like most of the time
i mean.like usually i'll be attentive
but ysterday.something is wrong and i keep laughing.
the class is funny
daddy reading archie and stuffs
yupps.did some super silly things
mrs tay asked me and van to be in the right place at the right time
tad makes me laugh again
lucases ask if i took my medicine for the day
i said i din (:
when mrs tay was humming out some tune to demonstrate something
the whole class burst into laughter again
something like my best freiend's name is lu-cas
then daddy was like why not dingchao?
think mrs tay will think tad we are mad

that scene
it kinda appears over and over again
and it makes me smile
over and over again! (:

in school lab now.waiting to do some survey then after this is MUSIC(: ok.so i saw himm today(: soooo happy.

cleared all hmwk and soooo not planning to sleep

thought of some things when i was walking to tuition
i remembered the music class peo say tad humility peo have v good memory
cos we memorize not by pages.but by textbooks
this makes me laugh
i thought it was sooo not true for me cos i definately dun memorize tb
but it was true to some extent cos at the end of the day
i think only me and van managed to memorize the full verse of the poem
cool hurh(: i should start writing a melody
inspiration please!
another thing.they say our sch is budget sch
kinda.look at the not-so-fully-equipped-music-room
haiiis.nvm.

music lesson tml.like finally can
piano is progressing at a super slow rate
daddy prac for 13 hrs a day
OMG! i'm so rotting lah.
i only played 2hrs leh

let me meet himm tml hurh.! (:
i suddenly feel xingfu
i dun even know why.
tml timetable is equally zbcdefg!

dead tired.
these few days are just study afternoonprog courses hmwks
seriously.the madness starts
rotted at van's house before going mavis
we din noe there's no course today
like wth! we rush like mad
but nvm.at least dun nd to rot in sch before aftnoon lesson

i love music courses! (:
the teacher/lecturer uses those flowery words that at least makes haydn interesting
sea of talents.van or me keep saying sea of electrons
we must have metallicbonding with the oh-so-wonderful PAPAHAYDN!

saw himm today.duper(:
cos evon keep telling me to wake up early.so i did tad today
din know they just like behind.until the mirror there
was reading when he just like sit beside me.
had decent-enough conversation though i'm still not awake
loads of stuffs.
秘密s(:(:(:

loves.i feel so high today.

sorry van fordisturbing and irritating you you know the side effects of seeing critical angle hurh! (:

prizepresentation for the sports carnival
the pics are so funny.

ok.i need to bathe!
like so late le.
i'm sleeping soooooon.

overslpt again.so din go tuition O's oral is tml pray hard i'll get a topic that i know how to express myself! *cross finger went to airport to eat lunch got stuck in a trafficjam -.- and i'm so dizzy in those longlong busride makes me mad!but the food makes me happy again japcurry.delicious! was chiong-ing storybook with my bro he's addicted to murdermystery stories.all thanks to me i think about how they make longdistance relationship works i think about the short phoneconversation btwn them i think about how it was like in the past i think about why it doesnt work out i think about the times i was to stuborn i think about the times you were so sweet to me mostly i think about you.all of it.as always and ask myself why you mattered that much to me. and as always i have no answer.you're just that irreplacable. i dun intend to let you know.or maybe i want but no.cos it will hurh you again.

done with the hmwks! (: i'm sooo hopeless at circular measure.bahhs planning to go airport eat.my mum's brilliant idea loads to write.but i'm just not in the mood hurh. i love ramli(something like this) burger(: the oh-so-sinful mayo! junk food or wadever.they are so meltinthemouth heaven.(:(:

something happened. cheer up denise!